What the fack, I’m so gayyyyyyy. -.-

Come home and sleep with me already! <3

(: She’s gonna be so wonderful. I can’t wait to meet her and hold her. AHH!

I believe war is idiotic. It’s childish almost. It’s almost gang-like. Similar to little kids fighting for a toy. It’s just so belittle. I don’t believe half of you understand how war works. See the thing is, someone actually has to declare war, and the other person is to agree to it. They actually have to do paper work and etc. Congress gets involved as well as I believe the Supreme Court does. It’s not like people just start fighting. If someone like that happens, like 9/11, the leaders must make a quick and rash decision, whether to offer something for peace or fight back.

Now think back to middle school how they taught us that if we were to be bullied or pushed around, we are to walk away from the situation or go through peer mediation. NOT to fight. So for an entire country to FIGHT is completely hypocritical to our societies teachings.

They also say, that the US army and etc are great men for fighting for our freedom and our country. The people that say that are selfish. You clearly haven’t realized that other countries armies are also innocent people as well, also fighting for their country, also fighting for what they believe in. But again not everyone is a hero, like how Americans believe outside countries as enemies. Well, some of the US’s so-called heroes are enemies too. I don’t know what they percentage is, but a lot of them are not saints either. Some are rapists, killers, juveniles, felons, etc. And no they do not all change into these kinds of people DUE to being oversees and witnessing those crimes in person. Some of them were already like that.

You know we ridicule how horrible the Nazis were, those people joined a group they believed was for a greater cause. No, I don’t believe they should live. But if you knew a little bit about psychology, they were nearly brainwashed into believing those things. No, not all the Nazis believed killing people was right all in all, much like we do not condone murders. But they were apart of a large community and felt it was their duty and right and honor because someone much higher than them knew how to speak to them, to get their attention, to catch their desire of being apart of something bigger. Now isn’t that similar to a lot of things we’ve got here in America?

I’m not saying I hate America, I’m saying America isn’t all that different from other countries. Equality? Doesn’t exist anywhere, never will; humans are too stubborn.

There’s always going be war, discrimination, violence, crimes, inequality, etc. Utopia will not and cannot exist. To live, a society needs both sides, good and evil, to survive.

I veered a little off track but still same shiet.

I don’t think I’ve been more proud of him in our lives. lol I dunno, it’s just he’s definitely come a long way from back then. I love my husband. He got his GED. He’s still planning to continue college and he just started work today! He’s gonna be a great daddy, a strict and scary one but, a good daddy for our babygirl. I just feel like she’s definitely have his drive and hopefully my mindset. She’s gonna be such a wonderful little girl. I can’t wait to meet her. (:

Btw, the baby shower’s registration’s already up, for those of you who plan on attending our baby shower. No worries, it’s not one of those really girly ones, it’s a bbq, so you’re all good.

I can’t wait til you come home in the morning sweetie! :D<3 Muahs!

She just can only see blue for some reason.

Our fam’s away in Canada for my great-grandma’s funeral so it’s just me, the husband, my little cousin, and our sister-in-law.

Yesterday, I made breakfast. Sunny-side up eggs and toast.

The husband made steak for dinner and the rice. I made the papaya salad.

And I’m about to make french toast, eggs, and bacon.

And tonight I’ll be making fried rice.

Tomorrow it’s probably gonna be scrambled eggs and rice.

And dinner will be jalapeno poppers and nachos.

to get money to support my family. Which I already do by the way. I don’t even have that much in my account because of groceries. Luckily these Wic checks help a little; and the Food stamps will be even better next month. I’ll finally have some money piling in for my baby. And the husband’s gonna get a job with mom and the sister and the brother. All the money we’re gonna be earning is going to her. We honestly don’t even care that we’re putting things we want aside. Our baby is FAR more important than materialist things.

Anyways, I’m just annoyed that you fuckers are selling shiet instead of finding a job. Sure not all jobs pay a lot but it’s better than nothing. And for you all to go and spend it on random shiet is like, get your priorities straight. Once you go broke, don’t complain about all the other things that you DON’T have.

We’re also just gonna save up money or trade in one of our cars to get my mom her Minicooper, she deserves it. She bought us a Tv the other day, is helping to get all the baby stuff ready, and she’s helping the husband get a job. She wanted a mini for like ever but now she thinks that she shouldn’t get it because of the baby. Our baby shouldn’t be getting in her way, so we’re saving up a couple thousand or just gonna trade in one of our cars for her mini. And she’ll be giving us her Chevy-which actually needs some new suspensions and shiet but still. It’s a better deal than anything else we’ve found.

By the way due date is September 17th and the baby shower will be in August.

I’ll put the link up later!

Just found out my great grandma has passed away today. I can only imagine how my grandma and my aunts feel right now.

I don’t even know how to feel. Like I’m so lost in emotions. I just wanna curl up in a ball and lie there forever.

I want a strawberry frap from Starbucks

or a cookies and cream milkshake from anywhere

or a mint chocolate chip milkshake from Steak ‘n Shake

or a small mint chocolate chip ice cream from Coldstone

or even chocolate froyo with nuts and chocolate chips.

I mostly want the froyo and the frap.

Sweet delicious cold stuff.